Finally ;)

Alright~! Finally my holidays is START! aww~!♥
Besides, i get my Lumix GF-3 since past few days! ;)

*The pic that i took by GF3 with certain function*

Holidays is start and i gonna start to plan about my holidays! 

Alright~! I will going back to my dad's hometown tomorrow and then will stay there for 1 night :] After that will ask permission from my dad for me to go to K.K!^^ Hope they will allow ;') [according to my plan but don't know how about my parents xD]

After arrived K.K will have another plan with my boy! Hope all of us have a super damn nice holidays xD 

But today i still have to attend 2 tuition class! SOB-SOB ;( Actually last night i have escape from my tuition class just because of "GIRL'S PROBLEM" ><"! Hope my teacher won't blame at me *she is fierce* /.\

It's suffer because my stomach pain non-stop ;[ I hate it~!

Well。。nothing special for these few days just i escape to school for today and tomorrow! xD

Hope everything goes smooth and well ^^!

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PS: Happy Holidaysssss ;) ♥

Ohyeah!

*[ well,just ignore my mess room ] *

Alright! Time pass so fast~! Tomorrow will be my last exam paper ^^! LOL

These few days was quite tired /.\ I will never change my bad habit that always do revision in last minutes -.- ! Every exam weeks,i will lock myself in my room then my parents will know that it's exam week and they are not dare to disturb me because i'm fierce during exam week ><! LOL。Exam always drove me crazy ><"! Argg。。I like study but hate exam /.\

Well。。nothing special in these few days just used a lots of money AGAIN~! LOL

I will no longer own a Panasonic Gf3 ^^! Ohyeah~!

Besides, i am planing with my boy to buy Ipad2 ;] ~! 

LOL! I want be a billionaire,oh billionaire ~! so that i can buy all that i want !! wuahahaxD

Exam was passed and holidays is coming~!♥

Looking forward to my holidays and can't wait for it ><

Will spend a lot of money AGAIN during holidays~! Hari.Raya is coming sure got BIG SALES one~! LOL~! SALES always drove girls crazy~! and girls always crazy with SALES!!

Well。。。including me =X That's why I can't save money and always over used one -.-

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PS: Looking forwards to my holidays ♥

alright ;)

一切不开心的总算过去了><"! 谜团也终于也揭开了，原来他在我心里真的占了一个位子 ;)

这一切的一切都是因为一封信息而让彼此都误会了对方!说回来还真可笑!

我最终鼓起勇气把一切问清楚也谈清楚了!昨晚终于可以安心地睡了 :]

还被他说我是世界上的第二个傻瓜! 第一个是:Mr.Bean-豆豆先生! 第二个就是我 ><"!

原来他没变!他真的没变!

希望感情可以像以前那么甜就好了!

感情事搞定后，是时候面对考试了 ;)

前几天都不能好好专心温习现在应该可以温习了吧><"!

可是好像还是很懒惰! 总爱临时抱佛脚 =X

死到临头还是那么轻松上网 ><"!

还有15天就放假了!终于放假了♥ Ohyeah^^

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PS: ♥ Love apple ;)

我选择相信

女人第一次被欺骗叫"单纯"!　第二次被同一个男生欺骗叫"笨蛋"!

刚才看了一些自己不该看的对话! 我选择沉默因为我选择相信他 :) 也因为我爱他❤

我们最近不是在吵架就不懂为了什么而搞到两个人都不开心所以我选择保持沉默!!

最近很明显地我很不开心;(

我猜不透他到底在想什么而自己开始慌张了起来!

若有一天他忍心地抛弃了我那我该怎么办?!呼~

[女人不是不知道他还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿他是害怕揭穿后给他后，让他有一个离开她的借口!] ❤

这句话对我来说真的真的很有意义!!跟我心里想的完全一样!

竟然我选择沉默就不该质疑他!

我不懂我做的决定是否对~!但是爱一个人这就是最基本的信任 :)

若有一天我发现相信他是错的,那我也不会怪他!!~要怪只能怪我信错一个我爱的男生:]

当有一天我选择离开你，不是因为我不爱你而是因为太爱你了❤ ;)

这或许听起来老土但这一切都是每一个女生的心声! 

离开你不一定是不爱你而是心里受伤了!

当心里伤到一个无法治疗的地步时，女生只好选择放弃~! :)

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PS: 我爱他❤

I hate!!

I hate AUGUST~! Damn hate it ><"!

Everything is changed~! HE is changed , everything is changed including me~! I have changed just because of HIM~! Patience is limited :')

I do really changed a lot just because of HIM ~! I try my best to comfort HIM , try me best to make HIM happy everydays and try my best to make HIM laugh~! But seems i am FAILED~!

I don't know what's the problem and seems our relationship is getting trouble :'(

I am losing my confident :{ I promise myself that i have to hold HIM tightly and never let HIM go!!

I have no way to keep our relationship as sweet as before :(

I ask HIM to give me up because i want HIM to be happiness~! I don't want to make HIM sad and Emo anymore ><"! I'm stress and heartache :'[

Honestly, I don't want HIM to leave me :(

I did paid a lot of love , patience , and so all in this relationship ~!

I don't want to lose it~! I don't want ;(

I am scaring and insomnia few nights~! I afraid that i wake up in next morning and receive HIS massage with the words:"sorry,i have to give u up" !

I am not willing to give up HIM and give up the relationship that build with my real heart and all my love ;'[ ! I treasure our relationship and i thought that HE is my precious ;(

But what about HIM? isn't HIM thinking to give me up now and finding another that more perfect than me? :(

Well。。。whatever! I just hope everything will be fine just like before!

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PS: The important is ILH a lot ♥

August 2011 ;)

Well。。it's AUGUST ;) Everything happen so sudden and i haven't get ready to face it :(
Exam is around in corner and i am still keeping my habit of lazy~! I even haven't start to do any revision and preparation ><"! I keep on remind myself that tomorrow i will do revision but still,tomorrow,tomorrow and tomorrow =="! 
I start to miss the life in K.K again ~! I miss the foods there, shopping times , movie times and so all ><"! I can't focus on my study at all -.-
I have to struggle and catch up their footstep if not i will FAIL again =="!

Besides,a problem was stuck inside my heart a long time ago~! I don't know whether is i think too much or whatever~! Just try to solve it by self ! I have made up my mind to hold him tightly and never let him go ♥

PS: Missyou ;)

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