I hate!!

I hate AUGUST~! Damn hate it ><"!

Everything is changed~! HE is changed , everything is changed including me~! I have changed just because of HIM~! Patience is limited :')

I do really changed a lot just because of HIM ~! I try my best to comfort HIM , try me best to make HIM happy everydays and try my best to make HIM laugh~! But seems i am FAILED~!

I don't know what's the problem and seems our relationship is getting trouble :'(

I am losing my confident :{ I promise myself that i have to hold HIM tightly and never let HIM go!!

I have no way to keep our relationship as sweet as before :(

I ask HIM to give me up because i want HIM to be happiness~! I don't want to make HIM sad and Emo anymore ><"! I'm stress and heartache :'[

Honestly, I don't want HIM to leave me :(

I did paid a lot of love , patience , and so all in this relationship ~!

I don't want to lose it~! I don't want ;(

I am scaring and insomnia few nights~! I afraid that i wake up in next morning and receive HIS massage with the words:"sorry,i have to give u up" !

I am not willing to give up HIM and give up the relationship that build with my real heart and all my love ;'[ ! I treasure our relationship and i thought that HE is my precious ;(

But what about HIM? isn't HIM thinking to give me up now and finding another that more perfect than me? :(

Well。。。whatever! I just hope everything will be fine just like before!

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PS: The important is ILH a lot ♥